Redemption Revisited

It has been a very long time since I have posted on my little mini-drama.  In that time, I have found a way to become close to and alienated from my little crush.  My crush that took no time to grow into a friendship.  It has become something I cherish, we both do.  All caught up and still drawn together, we have laughed and cried and laughed until we cried.  I would like to think that my little blue-eyed angel will be a part of our lives forever.  Unfortunately, life is never truly that easy.  There is a lot between us.  Friends for life, for now it seems that way anyway.  It has been a roller coaster at times trying to drudge through what could have been to get to a place that is settled firmly in the here and now.  If I never go on fb again, I will always be thankful that it did what we could never seem to do in real life, bring us together.  It's a means to an end I suppose.  A way that the story has come full circle...almost.

I do exist

It has been a long time since I've posted here.  I apologize for my absence.  Life has a way of swishing you around like a washing machine.  Up, down, and sideways.  I'll try to update, in a series of short posts, the jist of  what's been going on.  Quick update, I've been ill.  In and out of doctor's, hospitals, and nightmares.  All is well.  I am fine and healing and hopefully on my way to a much better existence in my own body. Family is well for the most part.  Kiddies have been troopers and Hubby, well, he's hubby.  Gotta love him, he does try.